Why do you never keep to your word?
Why do you always say one thing and do another?
Why do you always say one thing and mean another?
Is it very hard to keep to what you say?

Ah. I think i'm weird.

Humm.. Woke up early. The air's fresh. Kinda feeling weird today. Was wondering If I could survive this weeek of school. School was never fun to me. =( Well, Recently came across a blog while watching Gangster 15 on youtube (Waching the show to get inspiration for DMPF project). The owner of the blog is a girl. She is always smiling, always laughing. Unlike me. I wish to be like her. I wish to have someone to care bout me. I wish for a change. I dont want to be thinking of her anymore. I want to move on with my life. I want to smile. Real smiles, not fake ones.

Now I wish that someone, someone like her, can bring laughter back into my life. Maybe I have not found that someone yet. But I know she is somewhere out there in the world. Waiting for me..

Will my wishes come true? Or am I dreaming?

Maybe I was silly. Really silly to think this will work out again. Time to think. I think we both need more than just time. I guess whatever you said werejust words. I've done quite alot of thinking. But I guess the thinking I did was only on the good stuff. I have forgotten all the bad stuffs that come along with me. I'm trying to recall but I'm afraid. Losing almost everything I have now. Is it worth it? I know I won't be able to find another better one at least, I think. But is it all worth it? Can someone tell me please. Maybe God can stop playing games and give me a sign. =(

I wish whatever you said tallies with whatever you do. I wish you could tell the truth. Everything just seems so blur right now. Maybe it's all lies. Just lies. Give me a break please. It's a torture to hold back the tears.

It irritates me that people quit games. Especially drafts. What's more a friendly match with your friends. Screwed up. Z. If you wan sleep wan eat wan shit wan whatever fck then don't fcking jio match or tell your friend that you don't want to play in the first place instead of wasting 9 people's time like you just did. Irritates me seriously.

You suck. You're fcked up.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)