Wish that you were here. Everything seems more clear with you around. I care less about things I shouldn't care about. You make sense.

I don't know what to make of it, I'm just glad that you'll be fine. I should've protected you better, but well, it's too late to think about that now.

I'm troubled. I don't know what to make of this. I feel it's my fault, for blowing things up. But would it have been better to be just simmering beneath the surface? Maybe I'm in no position to decide that.

When you're here, when I'm feeling your heart beat, when I have your hand in mine, when I'm surrounded by the love that I know all too well, it will be alright. You have always been, the only one who could make me stop crying.

Work piling up on me. When I am at home all I wanna do is stone. I've been grumpy. Very grumpy.

It amazes me, how some people can gain the same/more money than I get from full time blogging when what they write is crap, really.

They have their posts cut off halfway so I have to click a link to see everything in full instead of just seamlessly reading it all. Tell me, how is that feature good? It makes your blog tiring and super annoying.

They have ads ALL over which pisses the hell out of me, and sometimes when you're reading the blog halfway it takes you to an ad page which you, again, have to click to get back to what you're reading. Seriously, do you think this is fun?

And then they're boring. Boring boring I am snoring. They go to some stupid event and act all excited, take scores of pictures of themselves... Oh man, the pictures of some of them. D: I mean, if you're not hot, please stop pretending to be. It's sick. I have to admit that despite being a vapid, self centered racist bitch, Xiaxue is a guilty pleasure. You're drawn to reading it just to have someone to laugh at. But some people are just so.. ugh, disliked AND boring.

But the most irritating thing about full time bloggers is how they lose their honesty. From advertorials about products and services that never deliver, to blogging about things they have no interest in just to fill up space or get audiences, to using terms they'd never use in real life to sound more intelligent. -yawns-

How do these people make money again?

We've run out of coffee in the house. The reaction to this is violent. Wahaha. Guess you can't separate gamers and their coffee.
It was 4am in the morning... I was washing my cup when my brother walked into the kitchen and opened the box where the coffee capsules are, picking up a decaf pack. "Eee, what is this?" he asked in disgust, holding the packet gingerly like it was a dirty sock.
"Decaf. We're out of coffee!"
"WHAT?!" and he pretends to keel over and die. Lol. Well I've been functioning without my peach and lemon tea and I'm fine!
Nobody drinks tea in my house. Nobody appreciates the awesomeness of tea. I just made myself a cup.
Argh ITPM test!

Some quotes from The Class. When the girl was talking to the guy about his ex fiance and he had like a box of her clothes all nicely folded to give back to her.

"I get it. That's why you're being so nice to her. You're trying to FOLD YOUR WAY BACK INTO HER LIFE!"

HAHAHAHA damn funny I laughed my ass off at the way she said it.